I'm Coming Home...

I came to Chicagoland a little over a year ago now in full pursuit of what God had in store for me. I was just trying to go where He was leading me. And I don't think that I mistook that calling. I think there are many many reasons He led me to Chicago. I made friendships I never would have otherwise, and that will last forever. I was in a relationship that, at the end of it, forced me to realize even those who I thought would have the power to break me, failed to do so, because I'm stronger than the betrayal. And in that, have learned more about myself and my resiliency than I ever thought imaginable.

I'm learning that God's will sometimes just reveals itself just a little at a time. Back in July, my niece was born, and I was reminded of how amazing aunthood can be. I obviously had already known that with Grant, but when I got to hold Brooke, I remembered all of the days I spent with Grant when he was that age, and then realized I would miss those days with Brooke. Then, about a month later, I unfortunately was not able to make Grant's 3^rd Birthday. I've done long-distance relationships, and they're tough sometimes...but long-distance aunthood...it started wearing me down. I had already felt strongly before that point that I would not be living in Chicagoland for the rest of my life, so when the desire to leave made its first appearance in my head, it didn't take long for it to ignite a fire in my heart to pursue that, and to figure out where I wanted to go......home.

So with that all being said, this can serve as my formal announcement that I will be moving HOME...THIS WEEK. Because I apparently want to give myself a stressed-induced illness. And also because I accepted a job with TriZetto Provider Solutions, and my start date is October 24.

I cannot express into words how excited I am. I am beyond elated to be close to my family, my friends, my students, and St. Louis. I'll be moving into an apartment in downtown St. Louis, and be doing things for myself that I have been putting off for whatever reason, or whatever person.

To my Chicagoland friends, I cannot thank you enough for your friendship, your words of wisdom, and the memories [past, present, and ones to come]. I will be back to visit! I promise.

Lindsay and Bre, you are your own separate category. Thank you for being my spirit animals, and my Chicagoland people. I cannot imagine how lack-luster my social life would have been had you not been in my life. And Lindsay, I know you hate St. Louis...but you love me, so you WILL be visiting. Bre, keep your resilience as strong as your love for everyone. Although I will be four hours away, I will always be here for you. I love you both. To the moon.

To the Yusuf's...your love and hospitality that you bestowed unto me is something I cannot express enough gratitude for. Asad and Mariam, thank you for welcoming me into your home, and accepting me as part of your family for the past year. Nani Ma, thank you for your wisdom, influence, love, and support for literally ANYTHING I try to do. You truly are family to me, and my leaving will never change that. Laila, Adam, and Isa...you three have taught me so much about growing up, being a child, discipline, patience, dedication, and love. There will not be a day that will go by that I will not miss your laughter, smiles, and even your cries.

So, so long Naperville...it's been real.

I'm going home!