so, for the past like forever, i've known that i wanted a career in music. so why am i starting to question it now? i just had a talk with my dad and we were talking about school, and what i'm gonna do, and God's calling on my life...and i just don't know if its music anymore. i've been really drawn to history education lately and God's strengthening my heart for missions. i just don't know. i've been secure in my "calling" for music ed for years now...and now i'm insecure about it. i'm thinking about ireland. missions in ireland. and teaching is still in the picture. that i'm secure about. not so much the music......and i wish i knew why.
i'm gonna pray.
